Fuck, yes please. I need it badly.
The more time goes on, the more I’m starting to realize I’m probably just going to have to settle with the sex life I have, and not expect or hope for anything different.
It’s depressing to think about, especially since I feel I’m too young to have to deal with this. I don’t want to suppress my sexual appetite and stick to my toys when I’m horny.
And it’s not like when we do have sex it gets very exciting. Basically, he’ll fuck me for 5 minutes then stop because he’s tired and says he’ll get me later but never does. We never “finish” sex. It’s usually little 5 minute sessions every other day until he comes. Then it’s a week long break.
The whole thing has made me lose so much sleep, eat horribly, and just so high strung, my work has become my vacation zone. It makes me unhappy, and I’ve tried talking, suggesting, cooperating, and I’ve tried being understanding. But I feel like no matter how I treat it, it’s not going to change.
Even though I’m bitter about my sex life, I’m just going to try and move on and focus that urge onto something else. My frustration will go away eventually, I just need to remind myself that hoping for sex is useless and to let him just do his thing.
wow we cant take you guys anywhere
“Did my heart love till now? forswear it, sight! For I ne’er saw true beauty till this night.” - William Shakespeare“As if you were on fire from within. The moon lives in the lining of your skin.”
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